Bakasyon Grande!

First time kong magpabook online at hindi lang basta 3D/2N, 5 days! Si Ivy Claire ang may kasalanan nito. Anyway, dahil first ever bakasyon grande ko ito for this year (wag sanang bagyuhin), maglilista ako ng mga gusto kong puntahan sa Cebu at Dumaguete :)

Nakita ko sa internet yung photo ng Rizal Boulevard mukhang magandang mag food trip dun sa gabi, parang manila bay ang effect (less the pollution siguro), sabi eat tempura and balot at night, hindi ko kinakain lahat ng laman ng balot so yung tempura na lang, masarap ba?

Siliman University, parang UP daw ito, gusto kong makita :)

Belfry Tower, pwede bang akyatin yun? parang ang sarap mag picture ng silhouette dun :)

Santo Nino Basilica - sa Cebu, ganda ng top shot 

Cebu Heritage Monument - malayo ba to?

Maganda nga yung Fort sa Cebu :)

Siquijor Island - gusto ko malaman yung feeling magstay dito :)

gusto ko din pala magbeach (kung hindi maulan)

**sa ngayon yan na muna 

Another Year

Ilang tulog na lang, birthday ko na ulit, parang kelan lang, isang taon na din pala ang nakalipas. 

Sa bawat pahina ng buhay ko, pakiramdam ko 360 degrees ang ikot nito, nakakahilo.

Bawat pahina, merong aral na iniiwan. Gusto kong maniwala na madami akong natutunan sa nakaaraang taon ng buhay ko at nagpapasalamat ako sa mga tao na naging bahagi nito. Alam ko na sa mga dadarating na mga araw, mas magiging matatagtag pa ako at mas magiging makabuluhan ang buhay ko. 

Sabi nga ng professor ko, learning is when you already apply the knowledge otherwise you just know them. Sobrang totoo, akala ko natuto na ako dahil "alam" ko na ang isang bagay, hindi pa ganoon yun, masasabi kong natuto na ako pag naiapply ko na ang kaalaman na yun sa buhay ko. 

Gusto kong magpasalamat sa lahat ng mga kaibigan ko na laging andyan para sa akin, alam kong isang tawag lang, dadamayan ninyo na ako. Sa lahat ng mga nakasakit sa akin, salamat na din dahil tinuruan ninyo ako kung paano maging matatag. 

I'm so sorry sa lahat ng mga nasaktan ko at napaiyak ko, sinasadya ko man o hindi na saktan kayo, I'm sorry. Hindi ko irarationalize ang mga nagawa ko sa inyo, patawarin ninyo ko.

A prayer sent to heaven:

Dear God,

I am here again, as always, asking for a lot of strength because I know I will be needing them in the near future. Lord, I will not ask why You gave me these trials, I just want to thank You for giving me a chance to be strong. I know where ever I am, You hear my heart's desires, my heart's wishes, even if I don't open it up to You, I know You can hear them. I give up everything to You, all my pains, all my heartaches, all my questions, all my sufferings, all my life. I know You will never give me something that I cannot handle and I know You will not leave me.

Lord, thank You for giving me another chance to live my life. Thank You for always being there at my side, for always accommodating me. I can do everything in this world just be by my side. 

Thank You. Thank You. Thank You and I love You. Amen.

LIfe is so short so make the most out of it :)

Change Nothing by Jessica Sanchez

Everyday I'm waking up to dejavu
Someone's always telling me not to stick with you
Could it be the nights we spent to fixin' us
I never thought that we were really that messed up

Should've shut my mouth and kept it all to myself
Cause now they've got me feeling I should be with somebody else.

They say we don't fit together
And I could do better, There's always something
They don't know the hell we've been through
Cause when you hold me like you do
That's when I wanna change nothing

There were times when we would kiss with bitter lips
It don't matter when the good ones taste like this
Maybe we were broken more than once or twice
What we got bad or not I'm not gonna compromise

I should have never let their words get under my skin
Cause all I ever wanted was to find a way through this

They say we don't fit together
I could do better, There's always something
They don't know the hell we've been through
Cause when you hold me like you do
That's when I wanna change nothing, Oh
That's when I wanna change nothing

Should've shut my mouth and kept it all to myself

No, no, oh, ooooh, yeah...

They say we don't fit together and I could do better
There's always something
Oooohhh.... (They don't know the hell we've been through,Cause when you hold me like you do)
That's when I wanna change nothing, Oh
That's when I wanna change nothing
That's when I wanna change nothing, Oh
That's when I wanna change nothing...

We had a perfect relationship but I guess we both can't accept it.

Yung feeling na sa sobrang sakit wala akong maramdaman pero bigla na lang akong maiiyak >__<

Where do I go from here? ='(

Alam mo yung feeling na tapos na ang lahat? Yung binibilang mo na lang yung oras mo? Nakakasuka @__@

Its now or never! to quote katy perry's song: I'm letting go tonight