Definitely at the wrong time

Why do I need to always see him at the wrong time? as in super unexpected?!

But I'm not that depress like before..I think she's just his sister?>

He didn't reply though.

 

Anyway...I need to forget about it..we still have quiz in biochem and I should focus on my STUDIES!!!!<--I wish!!!

Blog Addict

As they say..I think..I am a Blog Addict!

Why am I addicted so much with blogs?

• I still have time to update it every now and then
  
• There is that feeling that I want to put into words the things I feel
  
• I have friends who comment on my blogs!
  
• It feels good to release my thoughts
  
• I find my account cute, that's why!>

 

View of Man

Inspired by the selection Dead Stars by Paz Marquez Benitez.

"The men's idea of love is always based on how fast their hear beats. A man who loves the feeling of being in love."

      Come to think of it, men's idea of love way back 1900's is still true now a days. They measure love on how their heart beats?! I thought women were the one who is very particular of that "feeling" but I guess I'm wrong. I realized that men really does identify love as something "typical". Typical means the usual thing written in novels and love stories where they describe somebody who is in love as someone who experiences butterflies in their stomach, blood rushing to their face, the excitement of having their girl/boy beside them & etc.,  that is so typical and I can say: so shallow?! You call me bitter or something but that's how I felt when after I heard it (and eventually realized it). Imagine a man who just realized the real meaning of love in their late 30's with all time lost, the "excitement" lost-->so they say. After a couple of months or years, you(men) will just realized that you really didn't love that someone..instead you just love the "feeling" with that someone.

      I'm bias?! probably! but this can be a change for men! Breaking the stereotype! This is also a  way of empowering the women! Why did I say that? Women are not a weak creatures whom you can manipulate just like that. We are unique. We are different. We are not that emotionally inclined as what the society sees us to be. We are strong. We can let go. We can move on. WE are WOMEN!

      So can we say men loves differently? can a man let go of the feeling even after the break up? can a man move on without having a feeling of regret and loss? can a man love a woman as woman can love a man?

Exhausted!

I'm so exhausted! Grabe..dalawang subjects lang naman, pero pamatay talaga..biochem lab at expe psy. . Napagod na ako ng sobra sa biochem lab.

 

 .. ... ....<-- this will make me feel good!haha

 

sarap matulog..

Just Confused

Yes, I'm just confused over nothing. I really can't explain why, or how did I suddenly felt that. I was going over my journal and re-reading again and again the things that happened to me. It was an odd feeling doing it. It is like going back in time. But I felt lost.

    I am consistently confused. I can't help it. I can't move on to another step. I searching for clues everywhere to anyone and they didn't failed to give me one. But those clues doesn't have a slightest effect on me. It seems that I just don't want to acknowledge it, to accept it as a fact and I get confused why?

    I really want to get out of it soon. As soon as possible. Before everything is too late but there is something inside stopping me to do it. I can't explain. But I can feel it and I hate it. I hate being on a situation out of control. I hate doing things that I know at the end, I will be hurt and left alone. I hate the feeling. I hate it. I hate my self for that. But I.. I.. I am doing it.

  Can someone make me realize I'm doing the wrong thing? Can someone convince me to move now?

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"Don't make me fall if you have no intensions of catching me..."

Innocent Steps

Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Movies
Genre:	Romantic Comedy

It is actually a korean movie..one of the best movie so far..I like so much because it doesn't solely focused on the love relationship but also with dancing(my frustration). The actress Geun-Yeong Mun(I'm not sure of the spelling) and the actor(i can't remember the name) they were so great in dancing!. If you like dancing and love story, this movie is a must see movie.