Empowerment

I have always believed in women empowerment. Nobody has the right to put you down for whatever reason they may have. We are all born differently. As they say, we are unique individuals. You should not be compared to anyone neither compare yourself to others. We have our own strengths and weaknesses but it doesn't mean that we have to feel sorry for our self. .

Yes, girls might be bitchy with one another but that's just it. 

If people are not appreciative of what you can do and what you can be then don't listen and don't keep them near you. Those people are meant to ruin your confidence and they are just part of the toxic people in your life. Every now and then some friends may remind you of what or what not to do, but if it is all they do and say about you, maybe it's time to let them go.

Be a better person because you wanted to and not because you want other people to appreciate you. Let us not be blinded by what they say to us. If they truly like you, they will accept you for whoever you are. No judgment. 

Dreams

According to Yahoo Philippines, dreams are healthy because they reveal our emotions and show us issues that need to be dealt with in our lives.

      I've been dreaming for the past weeks and I really, really want it to stop or at least change it. I wanted to refocus myself to other productive activities like schooling and business. I go home very tired and yet in my dreams the very thing I refuse to deal with when I'm awake is lingering there. I want to deal with it on my own. I guess first step would be forgiving myself for giving in to temptation. I find it hard to forgive other people but it is harder to forgive yourself and to just forget everything. 

      Patience is a virtue, Neish. In the right time, in God's time, you'll get over it and you'll be enlighten. 

Pagod na Puso

*late post

Pakiramdam ko pagod na pagod ako kahit wala akong masyadong ginagawa. Something is consuming me. I realize it might be my heart. Overworked na ata. I never felt this way before yung sobrang pagod na yung puso, ngayon lang.

Pakiramdam ko namanhid na ako, natanga. Napapagod din pala talaga ang puso. Gusto ko ng matapos etong phase na ito sa buhay ko at ng makabalik na ako sa paglalaan ng lakas ko sa mga makabuluhang bagay.

Anong panlaban ko sa pagkapagod ng puso ko? Ano pa edi pagdadasal. Sa bawat minutong nakakaramdam ako ng pagkahapo, pagkapagod... nagdadasal ako, pinagdadasal ko na sana mawala na yung hindi magandang pakiramdam na yun. Pinagdadasal ko na kunin na Niya lahat ng sakit ng puso ko at kasabay ng buntonghininga ko naway mawala din yun.

Naniniwala akong nasa tabi ko lang Siya, hawak ang mga balikat ko para patatagin ako at tinutulak ako para malagpasan ko ang isang araw na lilipas. Alam ko, hawak Niya ang mga kamay ko para hindi ako mag-isa sa panahon na ito. Alam ko na Siya ang tanging lakas ko.