Caleruega Pictures

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1000 Years

1000 years by Kang Eun Soo

 

 

Moment, you came to my heart just by chance
To me you don't seem to be a stranger
It was so long for you to finally find me

For 1000 years I’ve been waiting for you
More than million tears fall in eternal love
Remember forevermore,
We will stand for 1000 years

Sometimes i know it will not be easy with you
Until then i will pray for our true love
Don't ever forget, my love
We will be together

For 1000 years I’ve been waiting for you
More than million tears fall in eternal love
Remember forevermore,
We will stand for 1000 years

Don't say i don't want to hear you say good bye
Please promise me you will always be my love, my love

For 1000 years I’ve been waiting for you
More than million tears fall in eternal love
Remember forevermore,
We will stand for 1000 years

 

*I really love this song soooooooo much! I'm glad I finally found it!I want a mp3 of this, pleaaaaaasssseeee! Thanks in advance(whoever-you-are)!

English ferfect!

"Well well well. Look do we have here!"
"Let's give them a big hand of applause."
"The more the manyer."
"It's a no-win-win situation."
"Burn the bridge when you get there."
"Anulled and void."
"Mute and academic."
"C'mon let's join us!"
"If worse comes to shove."
"Are you joking my leg?"

"What are friends are for?"
"You can never can tell."
"Been there, been that."
"Forget it about it."
"Give him the benefit of the daw."
"It's a blessing in the sky."
"Right there and right then."
"Where'd you came from?"
"Take things first at a time."
"You're barking at the wrong dog."
"You want to have your cake and bake it too."
"First and for all."
"Now and there."
"I'm only human nature."
"The sky's the langit."
"That's what I'm talking about it."
"One of these days is not like the other."
"So far, so good, so far."
"Time is of the elements."
"In the wink of an eye."
"The feeling is actual."
"For all intense and purposes."
"I ran into some errands."
"Hi. I'm _______, what's yours?"
"What is the world is coming to?"
"What is the next that is?"
"Get the most of both worlds."

"Whatever you say so."
"Base-to-base casis."
"My answers have been prayered."
"Please me alone!"
'It's as brand as new."
"So... what's a beautiful girl like you?...."
"I can't take it anymore of this!"
"Are you sure ka na ba?"
"Can't you just cut me some slacks?"


"I couldn't care a damn!"
"What's your next class before this?"
(ANO DAW???!!!)
"Nothing in this world is perfect except the word "change"
"Can you repeat that for the second time around once more from the top?"
(ulitin natin hanggang mamatay tayo!)
"My dad brought home a lot of hand-me-downs! (Translation: Daming pasalubong
ng tatay ko.)"
"Standard and Chartered Bank"
"I'm very iterated!!! (transalation: galit sya! haha!)"
"I'm sorry, my boss just passed away." (translatio n: kakadaan lang ng boss nya.)
"Hello, my boss is out of town. Would you like to wait?"
"What happened after the erection of Mayon Volcano?"
"Don't touch me not!"
" Hello?... For a while, please hang yourself...

 "Its spilled milk under the bridge."
"Don't change anything! Keep it at ease.
"Hello McDo? Mag-i-inquire lang ako kung magkano ang kidney meal?" (yung pang-batang pagkain)
"You!!! You're not a boy anymore! You're a man anymore!"

" Out of fit ako these days eh..."(translatio n: di sya nakakapag-exercise)
"Come, lets join us!"
"Bring down the house down!"
"I'm the world champion of the World!!!"
"Beneath the Belt!"
" Rule of Hand..". (thumb yata ibig sabihin...)

"Can you repeat it once again?"
" Mukhang haggard-looking."
"Do you have more brighter ideas?"
"Halatang obvious naman yata."

 

*this sounds like very "pastora!" haha!

Beautiful Girl by Jojo

Beautiful Girl

Jojo

 

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)
You try to get some game
Asking me girl what ya name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we have fun together (fun together)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
tonight is yours
tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiousity
Got ya knees weak
I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door
I let you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Now a couple months have past
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be surprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We're only gonna do your dirt (cos I'll have)
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Enrollment

Start:	Oct 26, '07 10:00a
End:	Oct 26, '07 12:00p
Location:	UST old gym

My last semester enrollment *hopefully* hehe

Clearance Day

Start:	Oct 23, '07 3:00p
End:	Oct 23, '07 3:30p
Location:	B-Hall, UST Main Building

i got the news already though i still need to get my clearance

Random Pics

Pau! ngayon ko lang naalala na iupload tong mga pics!

Eia's Post-Grad celeb

I miss the masinop! See you again soon!

It's Complicated!

I  miss posting blogs! Hehe.. I wasn't able to pursue with my goal here.. sayang.. anyways.. I'm just exhausted and I wanted to release tension and stress that I am currently feeling..

Honestly, I never thought that I will experience this again. When I was in high school, our class was once subjected to criticisms because of what we believe in and of what we stand for. We were actually left hanging by those people who were suppose to help us. And now, I am experiencing it again but of course this time it is more complicated.

It is so hard to be in a situation where two superiors are in conflict and you are in between them. Sometimes I find it hard to understand why mature people (what I really mean is the older ones) need to pass their "burdens" to the younger people. I think this would be one of the hardest trial that we will be experiencing as a graduating students. It is very hard to decide not because we do not know what we should do but because we are not sure what will be the consequences of all these things and if ever we chose a side, are we going to be supported or whatever? And once again,  our section (which is majority "E") stands out just because we tried to understand one side. I just hope that everyone will be responsible with the class' decision. (hindi yung pag may nangyari ng hindi maganda biglang kakabig at manlalaglag!)<--honestly, whoever "you" will be, you don't have the right to do that.. *well.. just in case may mangyari.. hehe*

 

Anyways.. Goodluck and Godbless to us!

Stress Reliever

This can help you with your stress:

Read this aloud:

 

"The sixth sick Sheik's sixth Sheep's sick"

Prinsipe

Prinsipe

Nakaupo s'ya sa isang madilim na sulok

Ewan ko ba kung bakit sa daang-daang lalaking nandoon

Wala pang isang minuto

Nahulog na ang loob ko sa 'yo

Gusto ko sanang marinig ang tinig mo

Umasa na rin na sana'y mahawakan ko ang palad mo

Gusto ko sanang lumapit

Kung 'di lang sa babaeng kayakap mo

REFRAIN

Dalhin mo ako sa iyong palasyo

Maglakad tayo sa hardin ng 'yong kaharian

Wala man akong pag-aari

Pangako kong habambuhay kitang pagsisilbihan

O, aking prinsipe

CHORUS

prinsipe, prinsipe, prinsipe

AD LIB

'Di ako maktulog, naisip ko ang ningning ng 'yong mata

Nasa isip kita buong umaga, buong magdamag

Sana'y parati kang tanaw

O, ang sakit isipin ito'y isang panaginip, panaginip lang

*this is for hotnez,inspired by graffiti!

Blog 4

I can consider this week as one of the long weeks of the month and I am very sure there are a lot to come. As I reminisce the things happened for this week I barely recall the events because I thought it happened the previous week. Everyday is indeed a new day for me and different unplanned things are happening.

 

Monday: 090307

 

I was late for class that day (sh**)! The line for the fx was very long and it was already 7:00 am! My class starts at 8:00 am! So bottom line.. I WAS LATE. I even thought that I lost my I.D and I was really worried! Afterwards, Dah gave me back my I.D since it was accidentally dropped in her bag. I just discovered that this day is a not so lucky day for people (as if it’s a Friday the 13^th) according to a feng shui expert (?) I saw on t.v yesterday.

 

Tuesday: 090407

 

We tried to revise our chapter 1 and 2 so we went to school early. There were really no unforgettable events or a whatsoever-unluckiness-of-mine! I just slept for about 2 and half hours because of revising the chapters! (ok I really don’t want to stress my self now because of talking about school matters)

 

Wednesday: 090507

 

We did not report for work in SSC-R because we need to polish the chapters. We run from Gate A (of dapitan) to Psych Department just to passed the paper on time (at 4:00 pm actually!). I was so exhausted this day and we still need to do the social psych “research” (which is more like a mini-thesis for me!S*&^). I actually had a melted-ice-cream-like-brain!

 

Thursday: 090607

 

*this is the start of my spontaneous acts!

 

Me and love were in texting terms again for some boredom reasons! Anyways! In the fx terminal, we finally saw the Engineering student that we were waiting for a long time! It was like 3 months ago when we last saw this guy and because he is so cute, pau and I made a deal that if ever we will see him and we will ride in one fx (fx-mates!) we will talk to this guy and ask his name and “etc”. But unfortunately, he was a fx away from us because he got there first and we were like, “are we going to talk to him now or not?!”, but we were not able to that (sad :c). We just thought that, it was probably not the time, and we just promise next time we saw him, we will really do “it”!

 

I actually wanted a long sleep however I was not able to have one! I even felt bad that night because of the stress, pressure and “etc” that I was feeling and I just wanted to breakdown and cry but of course I know it won’t solve my problem, it won’t help me in doing our soc psy research proposal.

 

Song for the night: All I want is your love

                              With or without you (him) – U2

 

Friday: 090707

 

Stressful day finally meet its end.  We were in the jeepney when I saw the Eng guy walking in the side walk but I was not really sure if it was him because it was already dark and he was walking (I wasn’t able to follow his track) I told Pau about it but since I wasn’t sure, she thought I was just joking. So we went to the terminal and wait for the fx. After a while, here he comes!!! I told pau that the guy I saw was really him!!! Moment of madness for us because we need to decide whether we will ask for his name or what and I told Pau that she should ask him now while there were no people after him (meaning no one will see pau asking for his name). She went at the back and asked for the name because “we have a dare” and she was SOOOO tense!  She wasn’t able to ask other important details like year, course and surname. What we got is his name: Christian. Then afterwards, he seemed so in a hurry that he rode in a jeepney already and he looked tense also, as if we will rape him or something!  (duh?! As if!) Pau was successful in doing the dare! Woohoo! ;p kudos for pau!

 

Quote: Is the long wait exchange for something good? – Pau

 

Saturday: 090807

 

Friday was not the end of my spontaneity!

 

We reported for work and watched the pre-pageant. Afterwards, I went to Ateng’s house to meet up with the Masinop. We were so happy and we laughed-out our stress (specifically, I laughed-out my stress) and frustrations! I must admit, I was able to feel light and just simply happy, the stressful days that I had experienced already paid off! *thank you! Till next session mwuah!* I went home around 11pm, I thought my parents would scold me for that but luckily, they did not, my happy moment was not interrupted!

 

Pau and I were texting til around 2:30 am I guess (we were using our unlimited to its fullest!). And I really don’t know why I have this feeling that I can reveal my identity to love (out of no where!). I was actually thinking about it the previous days and I had convinced myself that nothing can be taken away from me if I tell my real name and section since my crush level for him went down weeks ago and I just feel that we were like friends(?!). So, as a result (sounds like thesis), I asked him if he still want to know my name and section and of course he said yes so I told him my name and section and that’s it! I even didn’t feel scared or tense or whatsoever. Pau felt the tension for me (haha! unfortunately). Of course, I don’t have any plans of letting him see me around (haha!) but no matter what, I guess it will just happen! If… it happens! I’m a bit sure that nothing will change after that, he would be the same old, passive guy I knew.

 

 

For the previous years of my life I can say that I was so very conventional, organized and I always plan my future actions but since this year came, I had realized that it would probably be a little exciting if your free and spontaneous, you really don’t plan for tomorrow or for the coming days but you just make the present day really worth while. I think that would be very exciting! Right?! I just hope it’s not too late to enjoy life!

 

Based on my experience for this week I have proven that if you have the chance to do things at this very moment, do it! Let’s not wait for fate, destiny or chance to do it for us. We are the one who is responsible for our future. Whatever we do now will affect our future (yes, I agree), that’s for sure but I guess, that is life, we just need to enjoy it because life is too short (yah, I know this line is very, very used already but it is true). We usually engrossed ourselves in planning for our “bright future” with out realizing that we can have a “bright present” instead! Before I enter the “real world” I can say that I have enjoyed my college life and every moment of my senior year is worth remembering! Haha!

Graffiti

eto na po ang long due photos! enjoy!!!!!

Blog 3

I have been wandering and wondering.

 

There are things that I have realized.

 

Truth

 

    Reality

 

Time

 

Goals

 

Priority

 

Life

 

Sometimes all you need is to rest for a while and reflect for a moment for you to understand life.

 

Everything won’t shut down like a computer.

You can’t escape.

You can’t skip.

 

 

All you need is to accept the TRUTH.

Face the REALITY.

TIME will come that you can resolve everything.

Just know your GOALS.

Set your PRIORITIES.

 

 

 

 LIFE is tough but you need to prove that you are tougher!

I can't make you love me

I Can't Make You Love Me

Nina

 

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

Ain't no use in crying, baby.

Blog 2

As promised! here is my weekly blog.

We actually have A LOT of suspension of classes as of this week! starting wednesday to friday (and even saturday) then there will still be no classes on Monday. I don't know if I can enjoy the long vacation or not because this is so boring. I almost have a general cleaning in our house because I have nothing to do. I can't review just yet.. I just don't feel like reviewing as of the moment, probably I'll try later.

These gloomy, rainy and boring days make me do things that are not usual! It also makes me reflect a lot and also decide a lot.

Our acquaintance party was moved on August 31. I felt relieved because I really can't enjoy if there are still pending tests the following week.  I'll just use the two weeks to boost up again my excitement since I lost it due to some unexpected incidents. Hay!

Hopefully, by next week,  we will be able to go back to school and finish the hell-days to come and enjoy graffiti!

 

That's it!

Blog 1

        I have a lot of things to remember for everything that is happening in my life specifically in the thesis. I wouldn’t want to dwell more on the thesis part because I know we are enlightened after the consultation and we can improve our writing styles and others through our “group effort”. Moving on, I realized that my personal time would only revolve around friendster, multiply and forum (though the past month, there were no updates or anything) so I decided to make a blog at the end of the week. I know that it would help me release all the emotions, thoughts and feelings inside me and somehow relieve me of everything.

 

       I honestly miss the time when I hang out with my friends and talk about anything under the sun. I miss watching Korean series and movies. I miss sleeping 8 hours a day. I miss my weekends. I miss doing nothing. I miss my idle moments.

 

      I know that even though I miss those things, its part of graduating life. A lot of sacrifices should be made. A lot of money should be spend and a lot of time should be managed.

 

       Everything is a matter of perspective. I wanted to view things in a positive way. I don’t want to pressure myself because I know I will not be productive and I’ll be just a wasted person. I want to take one at a time. I want to enjoy in whatever I am and will be doing.

 

Impetus

        This day is one of the stressful days of my life. Why?. Everything went wrong from the start of course! Actually, we were supposed to finish our Chapter one today, I was really looking forward to accomplishing that task, I was really enthusiast about the whole thing however, I got stuck in the traffic because I choose to ride a jeep because there are no FX available. I wasted more than an hour because of that, but I cannot control such thing anymore. I was really hurrying so that we can start doing our chapter one when all of a sudden they'll just greet you with that sarcasm and as if mocking me for being late. I was so tired of the traffic and I also "have" so everything just mixed up, with all of that hormones and bad approach, all of the energy that I was ready to release, all the enthusiasm that I want to share were all gone and I just got my self a "BAD DAY".

      And then again, I am here, sharing my frustrations, stress, anger, negative feelings to all the readers so that somehow it will decrease. I really hope it won't happen again to us. I really don't want to be "really bad trip" and just burst because no one can stop it anymore.. and I'll just waste my day because of that.  I hope tomorrow will be a good day and I'll be able to finish everything.  I also wanted to start my week right. I guess I need to drink a lot of "patience tablet" so that next time it wont happen again.

     STATUS: Still breathing.

It's my birthday

Start:	Jul 17, '07 12:00a
End:	Jul 17, '07 11:45p
Location:	No location

Wala lang.. it's just my birthday, hopefully its a "good" day for me.. as in no hassles of any unluckiness. Of course, don't forget my gifts ah! hehe..

"Feel"-ing ko lang

I just "feel" like doing a blog. Been stressed out lang kasi for the past few days because of the thesis title proposal. We have been doing a lot of things din, both for business and a little pleasure on the side. This day is a rest day for me kasi nasa house lang ako, though mamaya bibili ako ng bagong shoes kasi napaka-durable ng shoes ko eh..*haha*. Madami na din kasi akong namimiss! sila:

kate (ganda ng posing mo sa friendster ah!?), bj (text tau minsan! kasi mukhang madami kang dapat ikwentong mga ka-dramahan), pot (sylvester! kelan mo kakainin si tweety?!), jinky (mag-globe ka naman), eth (nakita daw ako ng sis mo..hehe..), kathy (paramdam ka naman..), rara (mag-palit ka na ng sim.. para madali ka namang makontak!) , elen (di na kita nakakasabay.. musta ka na?!) , rox (di na tau nakakapag-text ah?! busy ka na? ako din eh), warren (mula nug bakasyon di ko na nafeel ang presence mo!) at ang iba pang masinop!

aires (tawag ka sa birthday ko ah! chocolates ko)

ayun lang naman.. gusto ko lang mag-paramdam ulit!

 

*gift nio sa akin ah!*haha!

The Sweet Escape

Artist:	Gwen Stefani
Album:	The Sweet Escape
Title:	The Sweet Escape

feat. Akon

[Gwen]
If I could escape I would but,
First of all, let me say
I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?

[CHORUS]
If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better, Tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

[Akon]
I want to get away, to our sweet escape
I want to get away, yeah

[Gwen]
You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out, I need to get me out of this joint
Come on let's bounce, counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around, let's look for some common ground
So baby, times get a little crazy
I've been gettin' a little lazy, waitin' on you to come save me
I can see that you're angry by the way that you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me, wanted you with me

[CHORUS]
If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)
I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

Woohoo, Yeehoo
Woohoo, Yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo

Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?

[CHORUS]
If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)
I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away, get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (To our sweet escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (Yeah)
Woohoo, Yeehoo
Woohoo, Yeehoo

Unluckiness

Yes its about my unluckiness!.. the past 2 days I am so unlucky..

 

Friday: yung nasakayan ko ay fx na collorum(ganito ba ang spelling nito?) so eto na.. pagdating naming sa bandang 11^th ave., ay pinababa kami kasi mahuhuli siya pag tumuloy kami.. so no choice kundi ang bumaba at magjeep, in fairness, binigyan naman niya kami ng tig-7php para sa pamasahe sa jeep. At sympre nag-amoy usok ako ke-aga-aga!

Saturday: (eto ang malala eh!)

 

Matagal yung fx sa may atin-atin kasi lagpas 10am na nun.. at wala na ding pila ng blum sa shop and ride that time so nag-punta ako sa pilahan sa likod ng 7/11. I thought ok na.. kasi di ako maiinitan and all pero due to my unluckiness.. napastop and sort of hinuli ng NCR police and nasakyan kong collorum(?) .. almost 15mins kami nag-antay.. and it doesn’t stop there.. We heard over their radio na hinahabol ng MMDA yung isa nilang kasamahan.. at that time ki-nut(as in cut) yung sasakyan nung kasamahan niya and nung nasa bandang pababa ng clover leaf (in between baba ng camachile and 11^th ave) along edsa ata ito.. yung papuntang monumento.. PINABABA NIYA KAMI! *pero binalik niya sa amin yung 30php* Imagine that! He didn’t even bother to ask us kung alam na namin kung paano makakapunta sa blum! I got almost lost you know! I am somewhere I am not familiar with at I have no choice but to talk to the 2 people na katabi ko (mag-ama ata sila) at unfortunately sa divisoria ang daan nila.. at yun nakisabay na lang ako sa knila.. at super init.. nilakad ko mula morayta hanggang ust! Oh db? San ka pa!?!

 

Buti na lang nung nag-bus kami papuntang sm Fairview wala namang nangyaring masama.. mejo ok din naman palang sumakay ng bus.. hehe! *note: 2^nd time ko pa lang kasi sumakay ng public utility bus (un ba tawag dun?!) although simper nakasakay na ako sa bus many times sa mga field trips and the like!

 

May humabol pa na kamalasan.. yung una kong ginawa nab log eh hindi na post sa kadahilanan na nung sinubmit ko na.. biglang cannot find server na! hay!

 

Ayun.. sana hindi na ako malasin sa mga susunod na araw!

Ang cute nito..

"I wish someone will assure me a lovelife that's like what baby shampoo guarantees...

NO more TEARS.."

They Thought Wrong

*I got this from peyups! and I felt that this story resembles most of my friend's love story.. admit it or not! This is similar to YOUR story! haha! you know who you are just read this and learn from it!*

Contributed by katokz (Edited by amplifier)  
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 @ 12:03:20 AM

http://www.peyups.com/

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“Some things are just not meant to last. Let’s leave it that way. It’s better that we move on and continue our lives.” Her whispers in his ear were like daggers piercing in his heart.
“It’s over?” He managed to say with his voice shuddering.
“There’s no IT, John. There never was. Nor an US, a WE, or whatever. There never was.” Then she stood as if she never cared. She walked out of the restaurant leaving tears in his eyes. She never looked back. She only hesitated, but never dared. She was afraid she’d be taken aback. She was afraid she’d go back into his arms again. She was afraid she was too weak to resist his love. She was afraid she’d make the wrong the decision.

* * * * *

It was nothing more than friendship. Or at least she thought. She was committed. No, she’s not married or is marrying someone. She was committed to her work, her studies, her family and everything else that she felt mattered in her life. She met him in one of those events that she volunteered to head. Yes, she was fond of doing work. She was very fond of multi-tasking.

It was nothing more than chit-chats over the internet, over the phone or through silly text messages. Or at least he thought. He was only being friendly. No, he wasn’t using her. He was just being himself when they were introduced on a dull afternoon at some convention. They were both committee members, they were both good. He liked it that way, the way he has loads of work to do, the way he has to cram his projects and papers.

Their cliques noticed the spark—they didn’t. They noticed it too late. They noticed it after they decided to deny it. They were protecting their friendship. They were killing the love. They were trying to keep up with their friends’ pressures on them being a couple. They were trying to tell themselves it was nothing. They were thinking it was wrong, it was forbidden. They thought their friendship was perfect, it was not to be thrown away by some silly infatuation. They tried to act normal. They tried harder to hide their feelings. They weren’t progressing, they weren’t very good actors.

She was graduating from college and already had work waiting for her. She thought having relationships would only ruin things for her. She thought it was better to wait. She thought what they had would pass away quickly. She thought it was just a little flame. But deep down, she knew she was beginning to fall, she was afraid of this—this what was she didn’t want.

He was a year younger than her. He thought it would be perfect to be with her but he never had the courage to ask. He thought it was better to wait. He thought it might just be a little less than love. He thought that if he’d give it a little time, it might fade away. But deep down, he knew he had ‘a thing’ for her, he was afraid of this—he was afraid he was actually falling for her.

* * * * *

His car was still in the parking lot and he was still crying. When he left the restaurant, he was ready to forget her; he was ready to resign his feelings. His confession of love wasn’t good enough for her. He thought he ruined everything they had. He thought he was the one who ended their friendship with a stupid ‘I love you’.

She was driving on the freeway with tears in her eyes. Her heart was aching but she didn’t care. She has to make this decision, she thought. She loved him but never had the courage to tell him. She never gave ‘them’ a chance. She thought she ruined everything. She thought she was the one who ended everything.

* * * * *

They were both afraid. They both didn’t want to risk. They thought it wasn’t worth it. They thought it was better to wait. But it was their only chance, it was the only time they had.

They thought they lost something—no, they thought wrong.

It wasn’t theirs in the first place.

Hips don't lie

Ladies up in here tonight
No fighting, no fighting
We got the refugees up in here
No fighting, no fighting

Shakira, Shakira

I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man want to speak Spanish,
Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
Shakira, Shakira

Oh baby when you talk like that
You make a woman go mad
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body

And I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection

Hey Girl, I can see your body moving
And it's driving me crazy
And I didn't have the slightest idea
Until I saw you dancing

And when you walk up on the dance floor
Nobody cannot ignore the way you move
your body, girl
And everything so unexpected - the way
you right and left it
So you can keep on shaking it


I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man want to speak Spanish
Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
Shakira, Shakira

Oh baby when you talk like that
You make a woman go mad
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body

And I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I am starting to feel you boy
Come on let's go, real slow
Don't you see baby asi es perfecto

Oh I know I am on tonight my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection
Shakira, Shakira

Oh boy, I can see your body moving
Half animal, half man
I don't, don't really know what I'm doing
But you seem to have a plan
My will and self restraint
Have come to fail now, fail now
See, I am doing what I can, but I can't so
you know
That's a bit too hard to explain

Baila en la calle de noche
Baila en la calle de dia
Baila en la calle de noche
Baila en la calle de dia

I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man want to speak Spanish
Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
Shakira, Shakira

Oh baby when you talk like that
You know you got me hypnotized
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body

Señorita, feel the conga, let me see you
move like you come from Colombia

Mira en Barranquilla se baila asi, say it!
Mira en Barranquilla se baila asi

Yeah
She's so sexy every man's fantasy
a refugee like me back with the Fugees
from a 3rd world country
I go back like when 'pac carried crates for
Humpty Humpty
I need a whole club dizzy
Why the CIA wanna watch us?
Colombians and Haitians
I ain't guilty, it's a musical transaction
No more we do snatch ropes
Refugees run the seas 'cause we own our
own boats

I'm on tonight, my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel you boy
Come on let's go, real slow
Baby, like this is perfecto

Oh, you know I'm on tonight and my
hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel it's right
The attraction, the tension
Baby, like this is perfection

No fighting
No fighting
------

sana lang makasayaw ako ng ganyan.. hehe!

Beyonce ft. Shakira - Beautiful Liar (mv)

A nice video! I like how they dance! w-o-w!

Beautiful Liar


Ay, Ay, Ay
Nobody likes being played
Beyonce, Beyonce
Shakira, Shakira (hey)

[Beyonce] He said I'm worth it, his one desire
[Shakira] I know things about 'em that you wouldn't wanna read about
[Beyonce] He kissed me, his one and only, (yes) beautiful Liar
[Shakira] Tell me how you tolerate the things that you just found out about

[Shakira] You never know
[Beyonce] Why are we the ones who suffer
[Shakira] I have to let go
[Beyonce] He won't be the one to cry

[Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
[Shakira] (Oh) Did he laugh about it
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

[Shakira] I trusted him, but when I followed you, I saw you together
[Beyonce] I didn't know about you then 'till I saw you with him again
[Shakira] I walked in on your love scene, slow dancing
[Beyonce] You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong

[Shakira] You never know
[Beyonce] When the pain and heartbreak's over
[Shakira] I have to let go
[Beyonce] The innocence is gone

[Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
[Shakira] (Oh) Did he laugh about it
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

[Shakira] Tell me how to forgive you
When it's me who's ashamed
[Beyonce] And I wish could free you
Of the hurt and the pain
(Both) But the answer is simple
He's the one to blame

[Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
[Shakira] (Oh) Did he laugh about it
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

Reasons for being single

Eto ang mga dahidahilan ng ilan kung bakit pa sila single

 

1. Destiny Adik

 

Eto yung mga naghihintay kay "Destiny" na gumawa ng paraan para pagtagpuin sila ng kanilang mga "partner in life".. ayan... kapapanood nyo ng "Serendipity" eh feeling nila ang nangyari sa movie eh mangyayari rin sa kanila such a cliché.. hindi ba nila alam na kung walang effort destiny is useless.

 

//wah!! Minsan ganyan ang dahilan ko.. though I make efforts naman//

 2. Perfectionist/ Mapili

Yes, isang taong perpeksiyonista. Yung tipong dapat ganito ang magiging kapartner ko. Pag may nakilala, nakita lang na pangit ang kuko o may dumi lang, turn-off na agad. O kaya ang daming ayaw. Ayaw sa mabait boring daw, gusto bad boy/ pilya pero kapag pinaiyak ka tatanungin ka bakit ang sama mo bakit mo nagawa yun! Adik ka ba?! Ayaw sa cute, ayaw din naman sa panget. meron dyan gusto ka ayaw mo naman.. yung gusto mo halos magtambling ka pero deadma parin yang stunts mo sa kanya! Pasaway ka rin e! Ano ba talaga kuya?

//I think di ito maiiwasan lalo na dun sa mga naloko na before, they are just probably searching for the best kung di man perfect db? At bagay to sa may matataas na standards na di mo na alam kung anong hanap nila..hehe..//

 3. Busy Busyhan

Opo, eto yung ang mundo e gumagalaw lang sa libro at ballpen kung estudyante ka o kaya naman sa computer at files kung office staff ka. Yung tipong aalis ng bahay ng alas 6 o alas 7 ng umaga at uuwi ng bahay ng 6 hanggang alas 8 ng gabi [baligtad naman para sa mga nag tratrabaho sa call center]. Sabay tulog na. Kapag sabado masaya na sila sa tv, sa pagkain na niluluto ni mama at sa linggo naman sisimba at maghahanda na ng kelangan para sa lunes hanggang byernes. Pssssst.. pause for awhile.

//GUILTY!! Well, di naman kasi maiiwasang maging busy noh.. lalo na ngayon, may thesis, practicum at kung anik-anik pa.. Nakakapagmall pa din naman ako paminsan at nakikipag-session sa mga friends so mejo parang ganito lang ako..//

4. Friendship Theory

Ano naman ito? Eto yung ang buhay ay kay bestfriend o kaya kay special friend na hindi masasabi sabi sa friendship nya sa loob ng kanilang mahabang panahon na pagsasama dahil baka daw maapektuhan ang pakikipagkaibigan at iwasan sya. Yung tipong pag may kasama si friendship na iba, nagseselos na wala naman sa lugar, pero syempre wag pahalata, kunyari happy sya for friendship. ABA ! Oi lakasan mo ang loob at baka mamaya forever mong pagsisihan yan kaw rin. Minsan pa naman pareho kayong naghihintayan. . hmmp!

//Parang madami akong kakilalang may ganitong theory!! <ehem!> I don’t want to mention names for privacy purposes.. Hahaha!! Ang masasabi ko na lang: GUDLUCK!//

 5. Born-to-be-one (Autistic)

 Eto yung nasa palad na ang pagiging single daw. Walang reasons. Basta lang nabuhay sya sa mundo na mag-isa at feeling nya mamatay sya sa mundo ng mag-isa. Kesyo magmamadre o magpapari na lang. Asa kang tatanggapin ka pa noh!

//hmmm.. parang minsan ganito ako.. though for sure di naman ako tatanggapin sa kumbento..haha! feeling ko lang.. bakit ba!//

 6. Happy-go-lucky

 Eto yung taong walang alam kundi kasiyahan at trippings. Kahit sino nalang basta no string attach. For fun lang daw... Walang halong seryosohan. ABA hoy! yang init ng katawan mo e ikiskis mo nalang sa pader. Makakahanap ka rin ng katapat mo!!!

//This is not me. Hindi naman natin  masisi yung iba na maging ganito kasi takot silang magkaroon ng commitment kaya kahit sino na lang. Ang hanap ng mga ito ay fling lang.. Fling means Feeling of Love but It is Not Growing.//

 7. Wrong Place

May nakaranas na ba nito? Yung pakiramdam mo nasa ibang mundo ka. Yung ang nakakaharap mo e yung mga hindi mo gusto, yung mga hindi mo hinahanap. Alam mo yun? Halimbawa nasa ibang bansa ka, pero ang hinahanap mo e yung amoy ng nasa sariling bayan mo. O kaya naman e nasa sarili mong bayan ka, nasa normal na lipunan, pero ikaw ang abnormal at hindi mo kayang sabihin na abnormal din ang hanap mo kung ayaw mong ibitin ka nila ng patiwarik.
 

//Ano naman ako? Alien? Para mafeel na nasa ibang mundo ako? Haha! Pero there is really such thing as “wrong place”//

 8. Wrong Time

 Eto yung mga tao na sinasabi na, hindi pa ako ready e bata pa kasi ako o kaya naman hindi pa ako handa sa panahong ito, wala pa ako kayang ipagmalaki. Yes meron pong ganyan. Yung feeling nila may tamang panahon para sa love. Awwwwwww. Aba kelan yun? Pag uugod ugod ka na at yung time mo e bitin na? O baka naman pag pang out of time ka na? Oist, sugod lang ng sugod.

//Lahat na wrong! Ano ba yan.. pwede na din na isama ang wrong person! Pero meron naman talagang tamang panahon para sa love noh! Hindi naman pwedeng sige lang ng sige kasi hindi naman lahat ng makikilala mo eh maicacategorize mo na sa emotion na LOVE pwedeng sa physical aspect lang di ba?. <defensive!>//

 9. Si parents kasi!

 Yes, factor din ang komyunidad na ginagalawan mo. Una, ayaw pa ni mader o pader na magkaron ka kahit 22 anyos ka na at kelangan umabot ka muna raw ng 40 bago magkaroon ng gf/bf. O kaya naman ikaw mismo! Takot sa sasabihin ni parents at ni kapitbahay na tsismosa sa magiging kasama mo. Aba ikaw na nga ba ang sabihan na.. Alam mo hindi kayo bagay. langit at lupa kayo. Awwwww. Payo ko sayo, Pakialam nila diba? Palibhasa inggit!

            //19 pa lang naman ako eh! Hehe.. pero guilty din ako dito! Pero sympre pag tumanda tanda na ako pwede na! hello naman noh.. haha!//

 10. Traumatic Experience

 Eto kalimitan ang reason ng marami. Ayaw ko na!!! takot na ako mangyari pa ang nangyari dati! O diba ang drama ng layp? Yes, tama ka. Eto yung dahil sa past relationship mo, e until na ayaw mo ng magkaroon at sinumpa mo na ata ang magmahal. Dahil sa pinagpalit ka sa mas pangit, o kaya naman iniwan ka ng walang word na bye-bye, o dahil binugbog ka!, ano pa ba? Madami yan wag na nating isa isahin at baka tumulo si tears hehehe Gayunpaman, eto lang masasabi ko mga hija at hijo. Ibat iba ang lasa ng pag-ibig. May mapait, may mapakla, may matamis at may maasim. Aba mapalad ka at natikman mo ang ibat ibang lasa nito. Kaya ikaw, Do not be afraid to fall in love again malay mo sweetiness na ang malasahin mo next time. E di panalo ka sa lotto. Yan ang nagpapalakas sayo| Yang ang bumubuhay sayo, ang pag-ibig. tsk! drama!

            //I would not consider myself here.. eh kasi naman noh wala naman akong ‘experience’ since NBSB db? Oh baka sabihin ninyo na yung nangyari before.. hindi yun counted!//

11. EX to the nth power

 

Oi aminin!!! LOVE parin si Ex kahit 1 or 2 yrs na ang nakakalipas. May ganito naman. Yung tipong ilang taon ang nakakalipas, hindi pa rin makalimutan si ex. Yung pinagsamahan, yung tawanan, yung iyakan, at lahat ng nangyari sa inyo nung kayo pa. Malungkot man at sa kung anumang kadahilanan, maganda man o masama ito, kelangan nyong magpaalam sa isa't isa. YES, after ay year sasabihin natin, im over him/her na, pero pag-usapan natin ang love at ang nangyari sa ating relastionship from the past, TADANNNNNNNNNNNNN, eto na, sya agad ang naalala mo. At habang nagkukwento ka, ouch may kirot, o kaya may ngiti at may bumabagabag sa ating kalooban. Ano kaya yun? AMININ mo na kasi MAHAL mo pa si EX. Isa lang ang masasabi ko, well mahirap sya kalimutan alam ko yan pero open your heart and makipagdate ka, lumabas ka, at try to entertain someone. Wag mo ikumpara si ex sa iba. At give urself KITKAT, take a break.

 

//Hindi rin ako pwede dito, yun lang!//

 

from: http://www.tristancafe.com/forum/102487

Kinds of Manliligaw

KINDS NG MANLILIGAW.

 

1. Mr. Gwapings
>> mayaman, gwapo, kilala, at higit sa lahat may wheels. Mataas ang confidence nya na hindi sya mababasted, kaya pag nabasted..maapektuhan ng husto ang
kanyang EGO. at take note, malas mo kung may sour grape attitude pa yan, pwede nyang sabihing "sus kala mo kung sinong maganda e pinagtyatyagaan ko lang naman sya! pwe!"

2. Mr. Quickie
>> ang type ng manliligaw na kada magkikita kayo e wala nang alam na
sabihin kundi "kelan mo ba ako sasagutin?" o
kaya "i love you na, ako ba hindi mo pa lab?" kahit na isang linggo pa lang naman syang pumoporma. Kung baga dinadaan nya sa pangungulit para mabilis ang pagsagot mo.

3. Mr. Everything
>> linya nya ang "sagutin mo lang ako, ibibigay ko sayo lahat, lahat ng magustuhan mo. kahit ang pa buwan o kaya mundo." ! @#$ ka na pag nagpauto ka dahil pag sinagot mo na yan, makakalimutan na nya ang linyang yan.

4. Mr. Stalker
>> eto yung type ng manliligaw na pag nagkahiwalay kayo e sisimulan ka sa tanong na "kumain ka na ba?" pagkasagot mo susundan pa nya ulit ng tanong "nsan ka ngayon?" "sinong kasama mo?" "anong ginagawa mo?" at kung anu- ano pa. basta tungkol sa daily activities mo kelangan malaman nya.

5. Mr. Take it or leave it
>> pag binasted mo ang ganitong type ng manliligaw, asahan mo bukas may nililigawan na sya ulit. at heto pa, hinding hindi ka na nya papansinin. period.

6. Mr. Salesman
>> dadaanin ka sa matatamis na salita. parang si Mr. Everything din kaya lang sya mas matindi mang-uto. yun bang tipong.."ang ganda ganda talaga ng mga mata mo.." o kaya "ang kinis kinis mo" o kaya "ang lambot ng mga kamay mo" at iba pang pang-uuto mapasagot ka lang.

7. Mr. Good Dog
>> eto ang nakakatuwang manliligaw. kase payag syang magpaalipin. Taga  bitbit ng bag mo o kahit ng mga kaibigan mo. Kahit magmuka syang buntot sa tuwing may gala kayo ng mga barkada mo. napapakitang gilas kung baga. pero pag sinagot mo na, for sure gaganti yan.

8. Mr. Anonymous
>> motto nya ang "action speaks louder than voice". wala kang kaalam-alam, nanliligaw na pala. kaya pala ang bait-bait sayo. E akala mo mabait lang talaga.

*i got it from www.tristancafe.com*

HeyPiBertdey Kidei!

This is obviously late na since Kidei's Bertdey was last May 11.. Overnight celebration ito.. with special guest: Eunice..hehe.. I'll just edit the names next time!

You'd say...

I just found this survey in my bulletin board and I find it very senseful?!*hehe* and funny that's why I have decided to post this here..

1. if someone said you look nice you'd
say...
- "Matagal ko ng alam.." sabay tawa g malakas!! hahahahaa!

2. if someone said you sound weird
you'd say...
- "You sound weirdier!" haha! is there such a word anyway?!

3. if someone said you're surprisingly
intelligent you'd say...
- "Oh, did I surprised you?!, I didn't mean to do it ..hahaha!"

4. if someone said he/she doesn't
like you you'd say...
- "The feeling is mutual.."

5. if someone said your last
relationship's break-up was your fault
you'd say...
- "It's not your business anymore.." sabay irap..

6. if someone said you're heartless
you'd say...
- "Really?! How come I'm still breathing and so much alive?!" *hehe..cant get serious..*

7. if someone said you have bad
friends you'd say...
- "But I love them!" *Lavyah guys!*

8. if someone said you need an
attitude make-over you'd say...
- "I think you also need that.. ASAP"

9. if someone said you don't get
hurt,at all, you'd say...
- "You don't know me that well.. Your not me.."

10. if someone said you're selfish
you'd say...
- "Am I?!"

11. what's the funniest thing that
someone said today?
- So far, wala pa naman.. but you can try to say something to me..

12. what would you say to someone who
betrayed you behind your back?
- "You can freely go to hell!"

13. what is the ultimate "kilig" line
for you?
- kilig line?! as in mushy line?! I've read this from the net.. "If you were a tear in my eye, I wouldn't cry, for I fear of losing you.." its not so kilig line but it makes me smile...

14. what is the best love line you
heard so far?
- "Great Love changes your life..." -WADWTH, a movie.. it's not the best but it is the first thing that comes out..

15. if words could kill, what words
would kill you?
- I'll go out to find it out ok?!

Flooded

       I really can't believe that this is happening to me. One day I wake up okay and feeling fine then the next day.. just flooded by bad news that really makes me feel extremely sad and bothered.

        Just recently, a friend of mine left for the States. I thought that we will have a nice group for our thesis but I guess I was wrong. We are already planning together about it but it seems that our plans and dreams will just be shattered just like that. Another day came, that was not the only problem that we have... this time it is a bigger dilemma!

        Who would ever thought that an almost 3 years of having Psy 5 section would just end up being dissolved! Our section is not really a super-bonded section but somehow we already got to used with each other's attitude, we knew the different temperaments of one another and despite of that I guess we already accepted each other's unique personalities *even in our own little ways..* But our section will be dissolved in weeks time. Although it is not yet sure whether we are going to be distributed in other section or not but that reality is really disheartening. We are planning about our groupings for the coming thesis and practicum but they are slowly fading away. I would still want to be part of psy-5, I wanted to graduate together with my friends and blockmates, I wanted to appreciate them more and just treasure the moments.

          There are also things that you expect a lot from it and you knew deep in your heart that you did your very best to meet their expectations to produce something exceptional but after all your efforts... it would just end up... unappreciated... It is not as if I haven't experienced being "unappreciated" but this is quite different.. *oh well.. this does not concern anything about love!..just want to let you know so that you will not conclude anything malicious.*

         Slowly, it seems that I am being flooded by these kind of news that really makes me bothered and tense and extremely sad. I really wanted to shout out for "fairness" in this world but I guess, I will not be heard.  Life is never fair but we need to play it at our best. One day you thought you have these treasured things, the next day, those things are slowly stolen away from you by fate.

Win A Date with Tad Hamilton

Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Movies
Genre:	Romantic Comedy

It was a funny but heart-warming movie in 2004 but I got the chance to watch it just last May 12 *thanks to pau*. There were a lot of "quotable lines" to look forward in the movie. It is not really an "oh-so-good-movie" but it was a remarkable one. Try to see it one of these days.

"Guard your carnal treasure!" - Pete

"Love. Big Love and Great Love.. Well Love you get over in 2 months, Big love you get over in two years.. and great love.. well Great love... changes your life." - Angelica

D.H.T. - I Go Crazy

I like this song for no reasons at all, it is just simply beautiful.

I Go Crazy

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby you know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide
That old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

Crazy

Last day in Practicum..

These pictures were taken from BDO's HR department. Last day namin to.. yung ibang pictures blurred.. ayun.. enjoy!

I Can't Make You Love Me

I Can't Make You Love Me
Nina

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

Ain't no use in crying, baby.