I am broken now..poetically speaking...I really can't make a sensible blog now because I feel I am lost and broken.
I reminisce my life way back.. a simple-masungit-frank-highschool girl having a monotonous life, bahay-school-friends. With a snap, I have become an exhausted-still frank-college-lady with that crazy life, bahay-studies-org-studies-friends-biochem-reports-reports-majors!.
I am suddenly lost. I can't find the track that I was once in. I am starting to question my decision in the past.
Why am I here?
Why do I need to study biochem?
Why do I need to be part of an org and worst, be an officer?
Why did I chose Psychology?
Why am I studying in this university?
Why do I need to ask these questions?
I am broken.
I wanted to pick up myself now but I just can't.
One more question:
Am I really going to somewhere?
what do you mean? are you regreting the decision you made?...even if nothing seems to be going right, don't feel bad and sorry for yourself think positive (may natutunan ka rin naman sa mga pagkakamali mo diba?)
ReplyDeleteewan ko ba.. im lost eh..
ReplyDeletepayo lang poh.. you should not regret the things, decisions, or path you took., basically, you're really, really confused..anyways, you've met different kinds of people naman eh, and got few good lessons so be thankful..hehe..and as paula said., think positive =)
ReplyDelete" i admit i've made a lot of mistakes but i don't regret it completely because if those didin't happen, what then will make me realize that i have to change for the better?"
hay..basta magulo ang utak ko ngaun..ewan ko ba kung bakit..
ReplyDeletedisturbed ka?! naku, iba na yan..hehe=)
ReplyDeletebaliw na ako..
ReplyDeletekaya yan nesh! minsan ganyan lang talaga!
ReplyDelete