Change

It is really true when they said that there is nothing permanent in this world except death and change.

I am working for more than a month (with my dream company) and I know I changed a lot already. Probably an after-effect or whatsoever but I am still glad for everything, and of course thankful as well.

I am doing things now that I don't usually do before like watch news (intently), read newspapers (not just the lifestyle section or entertainment section but all sections) and be aware of EVERYTHING as in everything that is happening around me and our country (for this matter). Well, its a welcome change and I really never thought that I will be doing "this" in the future but here I am!

Some people were asking me if my current work is toxic and I proudly say, YES! Sounds ironic? but I am still happy. I am aware that there is no easy work in this world. Every job entails effort and hard work.

I don't have an idle time. Every moment should be productive and every minute is important.

Excellence. Passion. Maturity.

Excellence. I love the fact that I am surrounded by people who really strive for "excellence". It creates an overwhelming feeling on my part. Its fueling up my drive to do the same, to strive for excellence and to meet the "high standards".

Passion. You will really see their passion and love for the work that they do every day. You will see how professionalism exist beyond the things that they wear or the things that they own. I was once blinded by the real meaning of professionalism, blinded by people whom I thought are worth looking up to.

Maturity. I am not saying this because I am with my dream company already and I am in a perfect world and all but I am saying this because I know now how to look the other side of the coin. There is no perfect world but there is always a certain perspective that will change how you accept reality.

Beyond the demand of my work, I still have time for myself, my friends, and my family. I even learn how to give myself a little reward for all the effort I did for the whole week.

I am happy.

**Every time that I will feel like I am losing the "passion" I will revisit this blog and reminisce the feeling that motivates me to work passionately.**