*A letter I wrote last March 31, 2013 after so many revisions, finally... a letter with no bitternesh ;)
Just watched One More Chance at ngayon ko lang nalaman na all this time si John Lloyd pala ang peg mo at mukhang yun ang favorite movie mo. Natatawa ako whenever they were delivering their lines, sabi ko sa sarili ko, nagrinig ko na to ah! Okay, go back to my last line and highlight, natatawa. Mukhang ito na ang pinaka aantay kong panahon. I can look back at the past without anger or bitterness. I can say to you na I wish you happiness in life and contentment. I always wish naman kahit nung tayo pa na sana makita mo yung matagal mo ng hinahanap sa buhay, masagot mo na ang mga tanong mo sa buhay and
sana makita mo na yung babaeng nararapat para sayo and keep her.
We probably need this break up for us to grow up (got it from One More Chance). I need some growing up the same way you need it too. Madami akong natutunan sa journey ko na kasama ka. I discovered things about myself at nalaman ko kung hanggang saan ang kaya ko. I probably pushed myself too hard pero ganun talaga, I know now kung hanggang saan ang kaya kong ibigay at kung paano ako magmahal. I will definitely apply everything that I’ve learned sa buhay ko. THANK YOU dahil naging parte ka ng journey ko na ito. Ngayon, I will be ready to take another journey without regrets. I tried my best but I failed and so what, that is life. I just have to move on and hope for the best next time. I’m sure ganun ka din, you are always standing up fast after you fell down pero ganun talaga dapat.
Finally, masasabi ko na sa sarili ko na masaya na ako. Mas naging malinaw yung daan na gusto kong tahakin because of what happened. I am fixing everything right now at alam ko na I’m doing it right this time.
Let’s all move on and live our life to the fullest. Good luck and God Bless!
Always,
Neish ;)
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