Saturday, December 25, 2010

The Time Has Come

I knew it.

Time will come talaga where you really needed to let go. We are losing it, come on guys, admit it. Hay, I guess, it is easier to pretend not to care. Sorry, but I give up.

Sadyang may kanya-kanya na talaga tayong buhay. A totally different lives. Siguro sasabihin ng iba na, pwede pa, kung ako ang tatanungin, ewan ko lang. Nakakapagod at ayoko na din talagang isipin pa. Why do I care so much ba to people who doesn't want to appreciate? This is supposed to be our celebration pero anong nangyari? You drifted away.

Sasabihin ng iba, bitter ako. Let me tell you this, hindi po ako bitter. Nalulungkot, oo pero bitter, hindi. Sadyang pagod na po ako. This is a resignation. After seven years *actually ten years na* eto na ang pinakakinatatakutan kong moment. Akala ko kaya pa natin, pagsubok lang to, pero asan na kayo? I have so much faith in US. Sa maniwala kayo sa hindi, miss ko na kayo pero... I don't want to push myself too much.

I believe na kung may gusto may paraan kung ayaw madaming dahilan. You know where you stand *I hope so*. Ayoko sana itong gawin, magbablog ng walang katuturan pero gusto ko lang siyang mailabas, once and for all. Rant? Probably. Angry? No. I'm trying to understand here, honestly. Eto na tayo eh.





7 comments:

  1. awww, neish! anuman ito, sana ma-overcome mo. you have the right to feel mad and everything. and well, move forward. *hugs*

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  2. carry lang iyan, pero sana maayos pa ^_^

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  3. in time siguro magiging okay pero ngayon, i really don't know,

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  4. lilipas din yan sa pagdaan ng panahon..sabi nga ni Dr Sweets sa Bones.."I recommend time"

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  5. sabi nga din ni... ewan ko ba kung sino may sabi nun... time needs time. wag pilitin.

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